Well I’m back at school. I forgot how completely unbearably cold it is in my room ALL THE TIME. I’m watching the Golden Globes right now, Eva Longoria looks busteddddd (though her dress is really pretty). i never understood why everyone had such a boner for her in the first place. (Oh man, kate winslet is so pretty and classy and adorable, she just won 2 Golden Globes, I never used to like her before really, and right now I am finding myself weirdly wanting her to be with leonardo dicaprio. ummm.) I guess I need to watch Slumdog Millionaire now, huh.
So I have this new weird obsession with organizing things, rearranging, cleaning to a certain degree (Who am I? I don’t know.) I also had the desire to bake things over break (bake??? me? me near an oven??!!!). I had mixed feelings about leaving home today, I wanted to come back to roc but this morning I was in the strangest depression, to the point of almost crying, feeling homesick before I even left, just not content at all about having to be back here (even though two days ago I was being pretty damn impatient about leaving buffalo). I am all over the place and I am so bad at making changes, even the smallest ones, in my life. I just cannot believe this is my last semester, where did the time go? Thinking about the concept of time really has been bugging me lately, so I will choose to not think about it until I am forced to (so, probably in 5 minutes).
eh I need to go to sleep, a task that seems like it will be extremely difficult, as I am freezing over here, even being wrapped in a blanket. Someday I will have something of substance to say, maybe, just not today.
