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atypical faces, tulips in the winter, people that embrace their quirks, pens that write like this, sleepovers, random encounters, the unexpected major/minor switch that leaves you feeling completely uncomfortable, wondering about one’s state after death, a satisfyingly rough romp, pulling at your skin with my teeth, zombie faces, mental disorders, hallucinations, swallowing, long hair, girls that can pull off shaved heads, significant body art, showing people my unexpected side, complete randomness, resolving dissonance, stubble, spooning leading to forking, lips, dimples, watching my eye twitch in the mirror, black and white, taking my time when you are desperate, accepting that I can be satisfied by only one person, wrapping my head around colour, varying forms of anxiety-release, having a filthy mind, sharing, your high tolerance for pain, art that I could never produce, the way performing makes me feel, every single thing and experience that has been, is, and will be associated with my violin, mood lighting, not having to commit to you, rough hands, soft eyes, eyefucking, ripping apart people’s minds, being simultaneously fascinated and disgusted by things, the moments when perversion is appropriate, generally not caring about song lyrics, viewing life through numerous lenses, being unable to be manipulated, observing patience, psychoanalytic theory, watching people’s mouths as they speak, talking dirty, voices, cemeteries, old castles, people who can pull off septum piercings, living alone, mysterious happenings, the human body as a non-sexual source of comfort, being comfortable during the healing process that is crying, the human body as a sexual source of comfort, body language, subtle nonverbal cues, all things interpersonal, musical discoveries, genuinely not giving a fuck about rumours, recognizing that jealousy is a wasted emotion, the power that resides within a picture, competency, autonomy, relatedness, people who can deal with my sharp tongue, sarcasm, the way bruises look in the morning, that perfect amount of pain that feels amazing, hands up and down flesh, shoulder blade bites, redheads, abnormal habits, everything about eyes, hugging and tugging, appealing asymmetry, unexpected sensuality, people and strange events that inspire me, people who don’t realize the extent of their beauty, teaching, vibrations, playing dress-up, catharsis